Alrighty folks, I think I may be pushing it again. Living off caffeine and diuretics didn't pan out well for me last time, and I'm doing it again.
WTF is wrong with me?
Well, that's easy. I wanna be skinny.
I hope I don't kill myself in the process.
It's like watching a car wreck in slow motion - I know what I need to do to prevent serious harm, but I just can't do it.
I want to be skinny and damn the consequences of getting there faster than is healthy. I mean, how unhealthy is it to be fat?
Fuck 2 lbs a week.
That's all I can say to that.
2 lbs a week, that's 'healthy' weight loss.
Fuck.
That.
8 lbs in a month???
I might as well slit my wrists right now if I'm only gonna lose 8 lbs in a month.
That or go buy a goddamn cheesecake and binge.
No effing way.
I will do what I need to do to lose this weight.
I'm taking my potassium pills. I ain't drinkin the Gatorade, tho. 30 cals a serving. What a waste.
Gotta find something with electrolytes and no calories - any suggestions???
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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